"Sejak Young Saeng pergi ke sekolah tinggi, ia menjadi lebih matang dan baru-baru ini ia seperti kakak yang lebih tua. Kadang-kadang ia akan berbicara kembali padaku. "
ANAK-ANAK YANG PERGI BERMAIN DI STASIUN TV
Heo Young Saeng kenyataannya bukanlah seorang introvert dan anak tenang. Meskipun hubungannya dengan teman-sekolah yang baik, tetapi karena ia anak tunggal sehingga dia tidak berbicara banyak di rumah.
"Saya seorang Kristen, sehingga tidak terikat untuk memiliki pengaruh yang berkaitan dengan nama Young Saeng. Selama masa kecilnya, Young Saeng cinta bernyanyi. Saat itu sekitar 4 tahun, ketika ia naik bus sekolah di rumahnya, selama perjalanan sambil mendengarkan stasiun radio yang sedang dimainkan lagu dari Park Nam Jung (slam10:. Saya tidak tahu apakah terjemahan saya untuk nama benar minta maaf jika itu salah), Young Saeng bernyanyi dan menari pada waktu yang sama. Setelah kami tiba di rumah, saya menemukan bahwa ia lebih baik daripada yang saya pikir jadi kadang-kadang kita akan pergi ke norabang (Karaoke) untuk berlatih, tentu kita tidak membiarkan ibunya tahu tentang hal itu.
Selama dia mengikuti variety show scripwriter Father ke stasiun TV selama hari itu, ia tidak merasa seperti pergi ke tempat lain. Dia bahkan ia mengumpulkan tanda tangan artis yang berbeda yang di masukannya ke sebuah buku misalnya Shin Seung Hun & Kangta. Mungkin karena itu, Heo Young Saeng alami mencintai musik dan juga kesamaan ke arah Shin Seung Hun.
AYAH SEPERTI TEMAN, ANAK SEPERTI SAUDARA
Heo Nam Su melahirkan Young Saeng ketika ia berusia 23 tahun. Saat ia kehilangan ibunya saat masih muda dan tumbuh kesepian, mengatakan pada dirinya sendiri bahwa ia akan memperlakukan anak-anaknya dengan baik jika dia memilikinya di masa depan. Jadi meskipun ia adalah seorang ayah pada usia yang cukup muda, tapi dia sangat bangga untuk mengatakan bahwa dia adalah seorang ayah yang seperti teman.
"Sejak Young Saeng pergi ke sekolah tinggi, ia menjadi lebih matang dan baru-baru ini ia seperti kakak yan lebih tua. Kadang-kadang ia akan berbicara ke arahku. "Ayah, jangan marah, tenanglah sebelum mengatakan apapun..."
Young Saeng memiliki saat sendiri di persimpangan jalan di mana dia tidak ingin belajar selama sekolah tinggi, tapi tidak berhasil. Dia terjebak di tengah-tengah di mana ibunya ingin dia belajar medial di universitas tetapi ayahnya ingin dia untuk melakukan hal-hal yang ia suka sehingga Young Saeng sangat bingung.
Pada akhirnya, karena jarak antara sekolah dan ruang pelatihan, Young Saeng memilih untuk hidup sendiri. Karena alasan pribadi, Heo Nam Su tidak bisa hidup dengan putranya.
Heo Young Saeng menerima pelatihan yang sangat sulit dan juga pada saat yang sama melewati masa pubertas. Orang-orang tertawa, mereka berkata bahwa "Anda tidak akan pernah berhasil", dia membuktikan mereka salah. Ketika SS501 pertama kali mendapat penghargaan pada tahun 2005 M.net KM Music Festival: Best New Male Group Award, ia menangis keras. Dia tahu lebih baik daripada orang lain tentang apa yang anaknya akan lalui, semua kesulitan, sehingga dia sangat sakit hati dan hanya dapat meneteskan air mata untuk menghibur satu sama lain.
"Dia memanggilku first (1st), berharap dan ingin mendapatkan pengakuan saya. Walaupun percakapan kami tidak berlangsung lama, gambar dan perasaan selama waktu itu masih sangat jelas sampai sekarang.
RINTANGAN, JANGAN BENAR-BENAR BICARA
"Saya sangat menyesal terhadap Young Saeng. Ketika ia masih muda, kami pindah rumah berkali-kali, ketika ia berada di kelas 5, ia tidak bisa beradaptasi dengan bergerak dari Incheon ke Chuncheon. Suatu hari, ada reaksi besar terhadap kinerja bakatnya di sekolah, mungkin karena selama waktu itu, ia memutuskan bahwa impiannya adalah menjadi seorang penyanyi.
Meskipun ia tidak benar-benar Menjadi objek untuk mimpi anaknya, tapi ia berharap bahwa anaknya bisa pergi ke universitas, setelah lulus, pergi ke perusahaan yang baik untuk bekerja dan hidup damai dan seperti biasanya. Tapi dia tidak menghentikan keras kepala anaknya, Heo Nam Su menjaga harapan anaknya untuk tidak menyerah pada mimpi dalam hatinya dan pergi mencari teman lama yang merupakan produser musik.
"Bahkan meskipun ia keras kepala mengatakan ia melakukan apa yang dia katakan, tapi aku masih sangat mendukung dan setuju dengan demikian ia memulai pelatihan dalam SM Entertaiment. Tapi kalau dia terus tinggal di sana, mungkin, ia akan debut dengan Super Junior sebagai anggota mereka. Namun DSP ingin menata dan membuat debutnya sebagai anggota SS501 dan dia melakukan itu "demikian. Rute nya lebih mudah dari peserta lain. Meskipun memiliki ketenaran, Young Saeng masih merasa kesepian.
"Bagi seseorang yang Memasakkan ramen untuk dimakan, saya tidak yakin apakah saya akan kaget atau terkejut. Young Saeng kami bukanlah orang yang bisa sedih dengan mudah. Tapi juga sulit untuk mengatakan mengenai hal-hal sedih yang ia alami di masa remaja, ditambah pada saat itu hatinya sangat rapuh .... "
SS501 anggota sekarang dalam perusahaan yang berbeda.
ENGLISH TRANSLATE:
“Ever since Young Saeng went to high school, he became more mature and recently he is like a big brother. Sometimes he will talk back at me.”
KID WHO WENT TO PLAY AT TV STATION
Heo Young Saeng in actual fact isnt an introvert and quiet child. Although his relationship with his school mates are good, but due to that he is a single child thus he doesnt talk much at home.
“I am a Christian, thus there are bound to have some influence with regards to Young Saeng’s name. During his childhood, Young Saeng love singing. It was around 4 years old, when he was taking his school bus on his home, during the journey while listening to the radio station which was playing Park Nam Jung (slam10: I dont know whether my translation for the name is correct. sorry if it is wrong) song, Young Saeng sang and dance at the same time. After we got home, I find that he is better than I thought so sometimes we will go to norabang (Karaoke) to practise, of course we did not let his mum knows about it.
As long as he is following his variety show scripwriter father to the TV station during those days, he doesnt feel like going to other places. He even consolidated the different artistes’ signature which he got into a book eg Shin Seung Hun & Kangta. Maybe it is due to that, Heo Young Saeng naturally love music and also his similiarities towards Shin Seung Hun.
A FATHER WHO IS LIKE A FRIEND, A SON WHO IS LIKE BROTHER
Heo Nam Su gave birth to Young Saeng when he was 23 years old. As he who lost his mother at young grew up lonely told himself that he will treat his children well if he has any in the future. So although he is a father at quite a young age, but he is very proud to say that he is a father who is like a friend.
“Ever since Young Saeng went to high school, he became more mature and recently he is like a big brother. Sometimes he will talk back at me. “Dad, please don't be angry, cool down before saying anything…”
Young Saeng had his own crossroads times where he doesn’t want to study during his high school but to no avail. He was stuck in the middle where his mum wants him to study medial in the university but his dad wants him to do stuff which he likes thus Young Saeng was very confused.
In the end, due to the distance between his school and the training room, Young Saeng chose to live alone. Because of personal reasons, Heo Nam Su couldn't live with his son.
Heo Young Saeng received very tough training and also at the same time went thru a period of puberty. People laughed at him saying that “You will never ever succeed”, he proved them wrong. When SS501 got their 1st award at 2005 M.net KM Music Festival: Best New Male Group Award, he cried loudly. He knew better than anyone what his son was going thru, all the difficulties, thus he was very heart pain and can only use tears to console each other.
“He called me 1st, hopeful and wanting to get my acknowledgment. Although our conversation did not last very long, the images and the feeling during that time is still very vivid till now.
ENTANGLEMENT, DO NOT REALLY TALK
“I am very apologetic towards Young Saeng. When he was young, we moved house many times, when he was in grade 5, he cant adapt to moving from Incheon to Chuncheon. One day, there was a huge reaction to his talent performance in school, maybe it was during that time, he decided that his dream was to become a singer.
Even though he did not really object to his son’s dream, but he did hope that his son can go to university, after graduating, go to a good company to work and live his live peacefully and ordinarily. But he did not stubbornly stop his son, Heo Nam Su keep his hope of wishing his son to give up his dreams in his heart and went to find an old friend who is a music producer.
“Even though that he is stubborn saying he does what he says, but still I totally support and agree thus he start his training in SM entertainment. But if he continue to stay there, probably, he will debut with Super Junior as their members. But DSP wants to groom him and debut him as member of SS501 and he did that.” Thus his route is easier than other trainees. Even though having fame, Young Saeng still feel lonely.
“For a person who cooked ramen to eat, I am not sure whether I will be shocked or surprise. Our Young Saeng is not a person who get sad easily. But also hard to tell regarding the sad stuff which he went thru went he was in his teens, plus during that time his heart was very fragile….”
SS501 members are now in different companies.
Credits: HyunSaeng China Chinese to English Trans: http://cllslam10.blogspot.com + indo trans: rtss501.blogspot.com
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